Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Went jamming at Beat Merchants today. Nope, not with Doll Trash but some other band that WS got together. A few weeks ago, i approached him to set up another band so that i could do vocals. So he got together a few of his friends, including a really good bassist. (OMG, he can really play bass!) Anyway, all was well. The band played great, except for a few flip flops here and there. I was quite surprised at what my voice could do, especially the gore part. Man!! I sang gore for the first ever time!
Sadly, i felt a little left out and even tho everyone could play really well, there wasnt a single chemistry within each of us. I guess, itll be a little hard for me to finally stand in the front instead of always being at the back behind the drumset. Furthermore, i didnt really like the fact that pple judge me thru what they see. As in, "Oh! Eva's smoking a ciggie. She's a bad bad notti girl.." Nobody said anything after jamming(except when i smsed to ask), so i assumed that i sucked and that made me feel low for the rest of the night.
Maybe, it's better that i stick at the back of the drumset instead of in fronta the mic stand. Sorry WS,, it wouldnt work.
I love singing. But i never knew itll be this pressurizing.. Urghh.. :(
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